Tuesday, October 9, 2012

ఎలామరచిపోను?



నిజం చెప్పనా?
నా మనసు ముక్కలయింది 
అయినా ఇంకా దేనికోసమో ఎదురుచూస్తుంది 
నీ కోసమేనా? 
అనుమానమే !!!
తప్పు నాదంటావా 
అది నీకే తెలియాలి 
ప్రయత్నించాను..
ఎన్ని సార్లో లెక్క పెట్టుకోలేదు మరి 

కాలం తో పరిగెట్టాను 
లోకమే తెలీకుండా బతికేసాను 
ఈ రోజు ఆగి చూస్తే 
నిశబ్ధం.....
బయం వేసింది 
నా చుట్టూ ఇంత మంది ఉన్నా 
ఎందుకింత నిశబ్దం?

మరచిపోనా నిన్ను 
కాస్త ఎలాగో చెప్పవా?
గుండెలో నొప్పిగా ఉంది 
ఆగు మళ్లీ  వస్తా!!!


My Heart Beats For U !

My heart beats for you
I am not sure if this is the perfect time
I always wait for you to get back to me
and I cannot stop myself waiting for you
Every other second I wait for your attention
I die a thousand times when I don't see one
Never ever I felt so much pain
for now I know how it feels to be in love
Is this madness?or is this loneliness
I'll never know if it is the right thing to do
Moments pass by and I sit quiet 
I never was like this before I met you
The sparkle in your eyes when you saw me
caught me in the midst of love
I never knew then,and I don't see one now
Is it really easy to ignore a person you admire?
then how is it being not so possible for me now?
I am not sure if I can speak of eternity and death binding to love
only thing I can speak of is you...
I can feel the pain which you cannot even imagine
you know all that pain is just the love I have for you
I would have been on cloud nine 
if someone could have so much love for me as I do have for you
Its me crying from within and you will never know 
You loved me for a moment and for that one precious moment
I have been loving since and will love you forever

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Love













Love...
its a magical feeling filled with happiness
you never feel your legs touching the ground when you are in love
when I hear your voice my heart beats faster could you tell me why?
everything I see seems to be sweet and you made my world an awsome place to live in
I remember each word you spoke..a thousand times
and your touch.. I feel it till now

Smiling within yourself becomes a habit and people might think you have gone crazy

but inside me that feeling never fades away
my heart beats for you and I try to be away from people just to think of you
Its so lovely to be alone so that I can be filled with your thoughts
walking besides you is like a dream 
I feel only both of us walking and my mind doesn't even see the hundreds of people around me

I cannot even think a moment without you

I know it when you are watching me but I keep quiet
You do not even know that it bring shivers within me and lots of smiles
when you call me and when there are no words between both of us...
when I cannot even breathe...
I listen to your breath and one word from you brings me back to life


Saturday, October 6, 2012

My Broken Heart



Did you ever see me crying?
I do cry but not for the sake of it...
it pains!

Its truly said that 
"The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain."
Was I ever right in choosing you
or did I make a mistake which will never fade away from the deepest of my thoughts

Love is said to be something beautiful
did you ever experience it?
then why not say something
The quietness in you kills me like it never did

I do cry but not for the sake of it...
Life has never been easy for me like everyone does
but love has always saved me from my sufferings
May be its not true all the while but the thought of it makes me fly...

I do cry but not for the sake of it...
I am sick of crying unlike what you think
You do not even know that I am tired of trying
May be you think that, I am smiling
But inside I am dying...